Awesome that you're at the university of Surrey, it's my firm choice for next September if I meet my offer. :) Are you enjoying it?
Oh it’s so good. What are you going to be studying?
Throw yourself into freshers week headfirst you will love it ,campus has such a great atmosphere and I’m so jealous of you being living in halls for freshers week. If you have any questions at all fire away. let me know how you get on , and also for accom pick band c because you could get a sweet uni court bungalow like I have :D :DBut don’t put down for hazel farm , it’s so far away they never really integrate so well.
Well im quite shy and I find it hard to make friends easily so would that be a problem if I went to uni or not really?
I was quite awkward in party sort of situations before I came but you just have to throw yourself into freshers week get mega drunk and loose those inhibitions and then it all seems less scary. Also joining a society is great because you can socialise whilst doing something you love / is familiar
A winter’s day In a deep and dark December; I am alone, Gazing from my window to the streets below On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow. I am a rock, I am an island.
I’ve built walls, A fortress deep and mighty, That none may penetrate. I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain. It’s laughter and it’s loving I disdain. I am a rock, I am an island.
Don’t talk of love, But I’ve heard the words before; It’s sleeping in my memory. I won’t disturb the slumber of feelings that have died. If I never loved I never would have cried. I am a rock, I am an island.
I have my books And my poetry to protect me; I am shielded in my armor, Hiding in my room, safe within my womb. I touch no one and no one touches me. I am a rock, I am an island.
And a rock feels no pain; And an island never cries.
Every time I fuck up in life , it causes pain of course it does every action has an equal and opposite reaction.
Actions that cause people unnecessary pain are by my definition immoral.
I’ve been a very immoral person at times through my life and every time I’ve promised myself to be a better person.
I’ve managed to be a good person for a few months then I do something else. I delete people from facebook who I’ve flirted with maybe , only for them to be replaced by someone else.
I don’t trust myself any more. Nothing in life has lead to me being a truly moral person , I’ve taken the scout promise which is now all just false words, my humanist beliefs should dictate my actions and yet I still end up down a path of dishonesty.
If I can’t trust myself how can I expect my friends and all those who are important to me to be able to look me in the eye.
My parents believe I am a good person , I’ve shielded them from the truth , I don’t want to shatter their illusions.
Every group project I’ve ever done I feel I could have done faster and just as well if not better and with less stress if I could just do it alone.
I always seem to end up with people who either can’t speak english , have very little clue what’s going on , or are just generally lazy dossers.
I’m not saying I’m perfect or always better than the people I work with , I’d just rather work alone because I don’t trust other people to do jobs , and nor do I like the time it takes with group meetings etc.